We Can't Wait For You To Be In Our Family

Monday, July 20- After Stacie and Seth's wedding reception we saw Wolverine Origins. We hung out with Mer and Ryan and messed around. Meredith pushed me into a wodden fence and we broke it but fixed it to look like nothing happened. Shhh! Grandma Aurora was in the hospital yesterday so we went to visit her. She said that she can't wait to have me in their family. Those two are just too sweet. Andrew told me more about his mission and showed me pictures of some of the many people he baptized. He talked about when his mentality about the work changed and he decided to become the best missionary ever. He had so many incredible experiences and really learned how to pray and receive direction and answers. Sometimes I wish I could go through that so that I could have miraculous experiences. God shaped him up to be the incredible man he is today while he was in Philly. He is really sexy in the gospel. Wait can I put those two words together in the same sentence? He will be a great spiritual leader in our home and I am so honored to be the person who gets to hold his heart and raise children with him. Today we helped usher at the Covey Center with Debbie. The musical was about Lehi's journey and was not really well done but there were some good jokes that came from it. We had a talk about Andrew's doubts and fears concerning us and if our emotions are compatible. He talked about how maybe we would be suited for other people since I am content and don't need or ask for much and he is more needy and equipped to handle and pamper high maintenance girls. Again we needed to remember that we both could learn from each other how to be less extreme in those areas. A lot of things were said that brought us to doubt marriage and he said some things that were hurtful and pushed me away. It's just confusing because we got the answer to get married but Satan brings these thoughts into Andrew's mind that are valid points to discuss but cause us to question God's answer. Faith and trust in the Lord will bring about blessings and we can't allow Satan to scare us this way. We are getting married and it will be good for Andrew to give me the ring so that this can be official and he can stop his brain a little more from analyzing too deeply and doubt.