No More La La Land

Monday, Jan. 19- I had lunch with the cousins and gave him a back scratch. We watched “Hook” with Aurora and Anna. I was taken out of La La Land and realized that he still has feelings for her. Stacie gave him a serious speech about how he needs to move on. I felt like he was playing with my heart even though there was no doubt that he is enchanted by me. It remained complicated but I reminded myself that he makes me feel like I can be my real self and I have so much fun with him because he makes me so happy.